sigh

I guess

I’m not far from the hospital I think…

I’ve finally opened the envelope my mom gave me before she died

I can’t believe what I’m reading…

What happened?

A-a lot of things….

No Amber i’ll come find you, stay where you are…Please…I want to talk to you okay

I don’t want to be alone but I don’t deserve anyone…

I’m a monster.

And what happened? Is everything okay..?

No.

Nothing’s okay.

I’ve ruined everything and I don’t even know where I am…

It’s better if no one finds me…

I went with Ky and Kamun to Silph Co….

Oh I

just realized I wandered out of the hospital and I don’t know where I am now.

Um.

I really don’t know what to do with myself right now.

It’s not like I can go to the police or something, I’d probably get praised. Ugh.

I feel sick, I think I’m going to throw up.

nothing will ever be aleriht i cant fix rhis no matter how hard s=i try i juat can’t oh my gods

uppetsandwishes replied to your post: I can’t believe I’ve been such a terrible daughter…

Are you alright?

no

Amber we haven’t talked in a while what’s going on, are you okay?

I did something really really terrible. Mar I’m going to cry, I can’t stop crying.

I can’t believe I’ve been such a terrible daughter all this time.

I wish I knew…

I-

I’m scared to open it.

I don’t want to know what it says it’s all I have after years of searching.

dang

aw okay

Sorry. I have a lot on my mind right now…

I think I’ll sit this one out…